Recovering Alone

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Day 1 and day 2 have been successful. NO BEHAVIOURS. I suppose I ate too much food today but it’s difficult to avoid holiday season food.

Yep Christmas fucked me up. No fun. :/

But I’m determined to not have any behaviors for a week, at least. That will be my goal.
Reward: Jayne Cobb hat. Day 1 starts tomorrow. Wednesday to Wednesday.

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Loves of a Blonde, 1965.

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I haven’t been blogging because I’ve been doing so badly. I chew and spit everything or I don’t eat anything at all.

I haven’t C&S’s for 3 days. I don’t want to do it anymore. I hate it. It’s not a trick to avoid food, it’s another disease in itself. Go away.

I’m scared about Christmas.

but sometimes I just feel like eating more gives me more energy to hate myself.